Ancient Chinese Proverb

The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step...

Christmas Cheer

Tis the season to be jolly and joyful of all those wonderful things that make this holiday great.  Well, some days are not so jolly but I must say they are getting easier and more enjoyable day after day.  I try each morning to rise and read aloud one good comment of the inspirational cards my girlfriend Cheryl has given to me.  Thus far they are working.  Today I read "I am Loveable".  Now I must be off to wrap some gifts and groom my new loveable self, for this week is filled with holiday parties and get togethers with my most precious friends who have been so understanding and supportive.  With love...

Good Bye my Love....

I would have to say that all relationships experience their share of trials and tribulations, mine however, is in over abundance.  I've come to realize that what was once my driving force is now what holds me back.  The person that once made me strong is now my biggest weekness.  Something that was broken many moons ago has never been properly mended and can only be fixed by saying goodbye.  I once wrote that romance starts by loving yourself, and I take my words seriously.  I have to love myself and stand on my own so that I can be a better person.  I am not proud of what I've been feeling inside, the bad thoughts and the many insecurities that go along with a bad relationship, so I've decided to end what has been an 11 year battle with myself.  I could easily point the finger at you, and you know who you are, but I realize you only did what I allowed you to do.  I tried to imagine a world were we could just be, but you didn't share that same image.  I believe it came at too great a cost to you, and for this I cannot blame you and maybe I'll find the strength to forgive you....someday.  So begins something new, a road that has been untravelled, something that is frightening and yet exciting.  I wish you love and happiness, and I'm certain you hold the same regard for me.  You will forever be in my thoughts, and I hope in time only good thoughts remain.

A New Day

Well, now that all in life is back to normal, I must begin again and make up for the damage I did during my tavels.  In the month of October I visited Stratford, Niagara-on-the-Lake, and lastly Hawaii.  I ate and drank wine in abundance, and since we reep what we sow, I'm reeping an extra 10 pounds.  Now its time to hit the grindstone and get fit in time for Christmas.  I have a beautiful gown (size 14) that I would love to fit into by New Years Eve, which is also my birthday.  This means I would have to drop 2 dress sizes in 2 months.  I believe it can be done with proper nutrition and exercise.  Wish me luck.

Happy Halloween!!

Happy Halloween to all.  I'm going to enjoy going out tonight to see all the costumes, but before I do I'll be giving out tricks or treats to all the little goblins that come calling. 

Halloween is near!!

Halloween is and has always been, in the duration of my life anyway, the funnest day of the year.  The season is my favourite with its crisp air, russelling leaves, and all the beautiful colours and fall mums.  I'm excited to see all the children's energy, probably from sugar, and the decorations that reflect all those things that go bump in the night.

Giving Thanks

Many people take time to celebrate our holidays, but do they actually appreciate the true meaning of them.  Today, being the Canadian Thanksgiving holiday, I would like to acknowledge that I am happy and grateful to have such amazing people in my life.  Everything is not always a bowl of cherries, however there is valuable time spent, and many lessons learned from each interaction I have encountered.  I've learned that people don't always meet your expectations, but sometimes when you least expect it and most desperately need it they exceed them.  I've learned that behind every tough exterior lurks a pure and forgiving soul that desires to be needed and loved.  I've also learned that everything you want in life is achievable, all you have to do is set forth the desire, ask it of the universe, and surround yourself with those who love you, accept you, and support you.  The most valuable lesson I've learned is that you cannot receive what you do not give.  So, I choose to give love, respect, thanks and support to those people who are in my life.  With all the love in my heart, Happy Thanksgiving, Yvette.

Promises to Me

Three of my very good friends, and myself of course, have formed a group to battle the few unwanted pounds we so desire to loose.  Although, I don't like to admit it I am a huge procrastinator.  I start off my day eating right, and as the day wears on my will power weakens and the cravings start, for things like cake and cookies or ice-cream.  Yikes.  Of course, being the procrastinator that I am, I always say, well I'll eat better tomorrow, and of course, tomorrow never comes.  It just remains one excuse after another.  So, today, it STOPS!!!  I really want to fit into my size 14 clothes that are just sitting in my closet, too tight for re-entry into my plus fashion world.  I'm very content at that size and wish to get back to it.  So, my journey begins with a promise to myself.  I promise to be consistant in all things regarding my health.  I promise to remain focused and excited about my body.  I promise to remain concious of the food that I consume, and to record it for accountability.  Lastly, I promise to be honest with myself, and my support group.

A Lovely Weekend

Wow, spent a lovely weekend in two of my absolute favourite places.  Niagara-on-the-Lake and Stratford.  Both are quaint towns filled with unique shops, great dining, and enough art and live theatre to please all who visit.  We spent one full day in each spot and enjoyed shopping, walking, and walking, and walking.  This was a good thing because we certainly ate well.  Now that I have de-stressed and absolutely enjoyed the beauty of these two incredable places, I can hit the grindstone and get back into focus, but only for a few weeks.  Next trip.....Hawaii.....yippie!!

A New Season Around the Corner

Is it too premature to be getting excited about fall.  It is my favorite season and I can feel it in the air, I can just smell the crispness setting in.  Ahhhh! How beautiful, God truely blessed this earth.